few things that will probably happen

hai. . . . long time no see. it must be a month since last time i wrote.
i brought a bad news today. i have to be separated from her for some period of time.

our time left for being together in my town is about 13 days. . . . OMG!!!

after that she will have a test in jogjakarta for few weeks maybe.

but there will be a problem too, if AMG accepts me, then it will reduce our time.

maybe for 5 days or more. i don't know, ready or not. but i have to face it.

yeah, for the future of our dreams. i hope AMG will accept me. :)

so when i do the registration, i can go to Jogjakarta to visit my sister.

of course i will visit my girlfriend too. that was the main plan. hehe. . . .

but before all of that happen. i just want to make our time more precious.

i just want to stay together. talk. dream. hang around. and many thing else.

in few days i still have to follow test in order to be a student in IPDN. :D

because of that my time will be cut again. again and again. loneliness. :(

but i have to be strong. i have to be mature. i will be the leader of her.

i pray for my own future. my lovely God, please guide me.

please, make me be a student in AMG or IPDN. . . . 

PS.

It is another cringe moment, i wanted to delete it but decided not to. It was me at that time, i made mistakes as human. So, let's keep this stupid shit in this blog for future. Puberty is scary. lol. (2023)