Sunday, November 1, 2020

not surprised

Hello.... I am back. Again. Sigh.... didn't know how many times I broke my own promise to myself. Before, I thought I could make it at least a post each month. Yet here I am. November. Last post was on April. Huh??? You asked me how long? It was 6 months. Not that you care though. Hahaha.... Haha... Ha.... Ummm it was supposed to be a joke. Yes, I was joking to myself of course. Alright, I'll let all those things aside.

Let's start from the worst. I failed to get the job by tests. Well I did actually enter the third phase. But sadly I was not good enough. I was actually sitting near the bottom of those candidates. One of the factor was because I was not well prepared. I neglected my training. And of course as I was lazy to prepare everything far from the due date.

Alright, let's move to worse part. I was actually running out of time to finish my college life. And I am currently running on it. My university forced us to finish our study with a date. It worked quite well. As so many students rushed their last assignment. I was one of those. Currently, I just have to finish the project and do presentation for the last time. At least, I am sure where is my end goal in this project. Oh, why I put this at the worse part? Because I am currently stuck because the vital part of my application in this project is in revision.

Right, let's move to the natural or general or normal part. The girl back then that I mentioned, the one that actually resides in different island. We lost contact for quite some time. But now we are in touch again. Luckily she was really a great person. So it was all a misunderstand between us. We cleared it up and now develop a much better atmosphere. Well, we haven't had any regular phone call like in the past, instead she just sent me voice note. Nothing really happened much between us. But I am really happy now with my relationship with her. She is a mature for a girl barely hit 20, she will be 20 in this December. If I really have some kind of luck and have a chance with her, I would grab it. I didn't put anyone yet in my hope right now, but if I had to, she would be on top of the list.

I guess, that's all for early November. Thank you for reading this mess. 😁

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