"i hate you"
"i think we can't go into marriage"
"you never be with me when i need u"
some of words that haunted me everyday.
is it easy to crush my love for you?
sacrifices that i have done means nothing.
whatever the best thing for you, then i will support.
even it hurts me like a stab.
i hope we can go to the future together.
i hope i can be a father of your children.
i hope i can spend my lifetime with you.
but that was just may hopes to GOD.
i pray for it everyday. day after day.
but it starts to make me feel nothing.
GOD, let me feel my love again. i need it.
PS.
It is another cringe moment, i wanted to delete it but decided not to. It was me at that time, i made mistakes as human. So, let's keep this stupid shit in this blog for future. Puberty is scary. lol. (2023)
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