hello. . . . long time no see. now i will write something about what happened last night.
around 6 PM, my phone got a message from her. she asked to go to her home.
wow... amazing. i've been invited to come to meet her family. as fast as i could, i went there.
when i came, her family welcomed me. i was so happy in that moment. felt like flying.
she came up with laptop in her hands. asked me where was my flash disk and laptop.
what?! she didn't tell me anything. so the nightmare began. the atmosphere became cold.
afterwards she asked for help with her internet connection, because it couldn't connect.
i tried my best, but there was no luck and i called my friend to help me.so i gave up.
it was out of my knowledge. but why i have to be blamed?
it didn't depend on me, it depended on the network line. it was the second nightmare.
so she was angry on me again and again when i tried to fix my relationship. hell man!
"always helps another friend and works. but why when i ask help, you can't?"
that words really really turned me off. i helped them because it wasn't about network.
their problems just because the setting didn't match. it was totally a different case.
OMG! what i have supposed to do? is it the end of everything that i built so far?
i can't just let it happen. but i have no choice. i will give her everything that i can do.
include letting her go. i hope that won't happen. i just can pray for her. sorry.
PS.
It is another cringe moment, i wanted to delete it but decided not to. It was me at that time, i made mistakes as human. So, let's keep this stupid shit in this blog for future. Puberty is scary. lol. (2023)
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