Hello again. This time i felt a little bit down. You know, whenever i am right back on track, there will be always something that disturb me. Recently, i felt full and had some kind of motivation. Then because of some people, i got shot down. Again. And i am so fucking moron to let myself drown in it. My soul kept on screaming because of this. Yet, my body chose to not fucking care. I stopped myself from doing anything for myself. The time keep on advancing, here i am, standing without caring. What a waste of breath, don't you think?
The good part is the friendship that i build recently feels good. You know, it has been quite sometime that i don't have any spark in life. I am such a stupid shit. Get a big motivation just from few words. Now i am battling the negativity of people around me with kind words from the friendship. Yeah i am such a retard. I'm smiling just from some random words. Such a stupid prick. And there is no hope for me to aim anything. Just a friendship. Maybe i felt lonely all this time and didn't want to admit it.
Alright, there you go, a small update to meet my schedule. I will update my drafts for next post. I mean there are so many topics that i prepared in the past. I did consider to move back to tumblr because now it was clean place. But i guess i will stay in here. Thank you for reading some cents in my life. じゃあね
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