Hello. Today is a hot Sunday. Dank. When i wanted to laze around, but the weather forced me to do something instead. Because staying idle felt terrible and this overwhelming energies that i got last night, just sparked non stop. This feeling. It is something like "Second Wind" for me. It has been a while. Really. This burning sensation like i can own the world when i take a step. This powerful feeling. How long have i missed it. Last time something like this happen in the past when i was fat, and they said, "Fat people like you, can't run that far. Don't even mention to enter Academy School with that body." After that like a storm, i tried my best to get in shape. I burned 13kg in less than a month. I could run 2km in 12 minutes. And not stopping at that. I ended up reaching 3km after few months later. I could do 42 perfect push up in 1 minutes, 53 sit ups in 1 minutes, but sadly my arms were weak, i can only do 4 pull ups. lol. Don't mention about swimming, i can do that for hours. much better than my running. Well, enough of that. Because now, I am back to be the fat guy. I'm still working to get back in shape again.
So as i have promised in my previous post, i will update the second major thing. It is about work. In September 2015. When i was a computer technician from door to door. My friends, RMA and AS. They share the same dream as myself. To make our city better. In technology about computer. In Indonesian language it is said as "Melek Teknologi". Because in many case, my customers, and my friend's customers they get a totally wrong idea about computer. Especially in laptop. They get deceived to buy this and that without knowing the real functionality of the items they bought. Our missions that time was to educate people and help them get through it. A noble thing to do, right? Even we could get small profit from it.
So, from September 2015, we created a startup shop. We hope that one day, this startup could become big and became a place where people could come to get education whil bought stuffs too. After that we tried to expand our business. 2 months after that, we have a big news. We could open up a small store in good business area in our city. We worked toward it as best as we could. We maintained it in few months. We were growing. Then the problem in my previous post happened, I didn't have much time to stay in our store. I was becoming an invisible dude who didn't help that much recently. It was sad. But i have to accept that. That was fate that i have to face. Now, i manage things as simple as i can. Take small decisions over things. Without overthinking in the first place. Well for big matters of course i will always end up overthinking. lol.
Beside the problem that happened in previous post, there was a problem in transportation too. I meant, we didn't have that many bikes available to be used. So, it made my situation in my own store worse. I could only come few hours a day, not to mention, most of the time i couldn't even attend in weekend or holiday. Well, i used to stay almost 12 hours a day in my store. We open at 9 AM - 11 PM. It become long because we sell cellulars stuffs too. So we can have another income beside computer stuffs.
Because those things, my store got some kind of indirect impact because of me. I felt so sad. I hope after my sister's bike is out, i can use my bike again to go to work. I need to work harder from now on. And i have to finish my college as fast as i can. After i received "Second Wind" yesterday. I will give you a brief explanation in next post. It is about romance. See you later..... hahaha xD
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