hello. . . . how are u everyone??? fine right. but not with me.
today is the saddest time of mine. my girlfriend went to jogja.
and now, i'm here. alone. without her. she was the one who gave me spirit.now, when she went, the spirit too. it has begun to fade since this morning.
now, it's raining, so...
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
few things that will probably happen
hai. . . . long time no see. it must be a month since last time i wrote.
i brought a bad news today. i have to be separated from her for some period of time.our time left for being together in my town is about 13 days. . . . OMG!!!
after that she will have a test in jogjakarta for few weeks maybe.but there will be a problem too, if AMG accepts me, then it will reduce our time.maybe for 5 days or more....
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
a little hope comes up
i just have conversation with her. we talked a lot.
it included what happened with us last night.
she said that we have to forget about that.
she forgave me for what i've done last night.
i found a little hope to continue my relationship.
no matter how hard our problem, it just needed time.
i believe...
the love that i built
"this love began to fade away"
"i hate you"
"i think we can't go into marriage"
"you never be with me when i need u"
some of words that haunted me everyday.
is it easy to crush my love for you?
sacrifices that i have done means nothing.whatever the best thing for you, then i will support.
even it hurts me like a stab.
i hope we can go to the future together.
i hope i can be a father of your children.
i...
i'm not a master of everything
hello. . . . long time no see. now i will write something about what happened last night.around 6 PM, my phone got a message from her. she asked to go to her home.wow... amazing. i've been invited to come to meet her family. as fast as i could, i went there.when i came, her family welcomed me. i was so happy in that moment. felt like flying.
she came up with laptop in her hands. asked me where was...