Hateful Act

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Aku akan segera kehilangan beberapa orang yang aku sayangi. orang-orang yang benar-benar peduli padaku hanya karena dirimu. fantastis. tak terbayang mereka yang melahirkan kamu tapi sifat dan perilaku yang kamu tunjukkan jauh dari mereka.  

Membuka semua rahasia yang tersimpan. baik maupun buruk. karena jujur itu menyakitkan. lebih baik hati sakit sampai hancur menjadi debu daripada dibiarkan terus berdarah.

Mungkin sudah saatnya membuka semua hal itu. lebih baik dibenci daripada terus seperti ini. sakit yang begitu dalam ketika kesetiaan dikhianati. 

Kirain sudah berhenti. tapi ternyata makin menjadi. memang seseorang yang terlalu dimanja ketika diberi sedikit kebebasan tak akan bisa dikontrol. 

PS.

This was the time when i began to hate her for whatever she did. 

I stalked her that much at that time, well i still knew the limit. 

And i asked some friends to keep watching on her. 

There is no cure for stupidity. Damn me! I really hate myself at that time. 

Wasted so much time and abandoned so many jobs.

I was so blind. Buried in sadness, anger and stupid fake of hope. 

The hope came from her family that supported me at that time. 

I was in good terms with her big family, so i begged them to help.

Well, they helped me too because they thought her act was wrong. 

But, i couldn't just believe her parents would blame their own child. 

Whatever their children's acted, right or wrong, they would stand beside them. 

That was the kind of her parent. I believed them though. :)